I feel more complicated, than the world. Even if I know, that is impossible. But that is the feeling, following me, everywhere I go. It makes it easy to understand, and explain everything else, that isn´t me. Simpler in a way. Because I can´t really get a complete picture of myself. Not without a lot of contradictions. I´m a lot more than my own opposite allows me to be. Like I am made of all the pieces to more than a million different puzzles. That needs to become only one picture. Can only give crumbs when I try to explain myself. In every argument I have to make a choice, about which belief I will give room to, this time. Because I believe in contradictions. In both helping and forcing, people to evolve. All the time, I must feel, what is right, this one time Knowing that I would trap myself if I choose to be only one version, of all my living possibilities. More like all the worlds water, than one single statue of sto...